Even the fear of death is nothing compared to the fear of not having lived authentically and fully” ~ Frances Moore Lappe Dear Friends,
I really enjoy sharing my year with you through this annual Christmas newsletter. The process of writing it usually begins in November, with a frantic search through my diary for exciting events that have happened throughout the year.
This year has been a little different – my story wrote itself on Friday, 16th January. At 6:30 pm, while lifting weights at the gym, I had a Transient Ischaemic Attack (otherwise known as a mild stroke). For 30 minutes, I had no control over the left side of my body and experienced a slurring of speech. Thanks to my alert sister, a 3-day hospital stay, a brilliant neurologist, a cocktail of medication and a thousand prayers - I have achieved full recovery. Thank you so much for your prayers and well wishes.
As is the case for anyone confronted with their own mortality, many questions flooded my mind.
What caused it? Work stress? Hypertension? Obesity? My Type-A personality? Perhaps, a combination of all these things. I’ll probably never find out the real cause but one thing I know for sure - being trapped in your own body is one of the most frightening things ever. So from now on, I will make every effort to take better care of my physical health.
Why did it happen? I believe it was God’s way of reminding me that He’s still in charge. In the last 10 years, I’ve rampaged through life on my terms: obtaining an MBA, building a career, travelling round the world, seeking excitement at every turn. It’s been very good fun, but I also have a responsibility to do God’s will.
What next? While it has crossed my mind to give up everything and spend the rest of my fragile days wrapped up in cotton wool, it’s just not me. I will continue to live life to the fullest but will be careful not to break any more speed limits.
So here are some of the “speed-adjusted” highlights of my year:
- Regained perfect eyesight through Lasik eye surgery. From the moment I open my eyes in the morning, I can see my toes and the alarm clock….it’s wonderful!
- Tripled my reading speed through an Advanced Reading Skills course. Now, I can get through all my reading material so much faster.
- Led my team to take part in the national Career Fair and collected over 5000 CVs in 3 days!
- Bought a second property in KL for investment purposes
- Enjoyed live concerts featuring Mariah Carey, Ten Tenors, Kitaro, Richard Clayderman, Annie the Musical and Peter Pan
